Diary of babita - bhattacharjeehttp://0207.rediffiland.com/Diary of babita - bhattacharjeeen-usCome to meI shudder for the passing day
that has made me far from thee.

I cannot be more lonely,
No more, I cannot be!
My worn heart beats so wildly
'Twill break for thee—

My heart bleeds quietly in loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness...

The world despise—

It questions my self-esteem

Encircled by daelim

Oh Dear..

If grief for grief can touch thee,
If answering woe for woe,
If any truth can melt thee
Please come to me!

By the tears I'm poured,
By all my hours of pain
O I shall surely win thee,
Beloved, again!

]]>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 16:59:30 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/07/30/Come-to-me-1.htmlDardAnkhen jhuka, phir bhool ja
jaise ki kuch bhi na hua
kal main rahoon, ya na rahoon
tu rahe sada muskurata hua

Ankhon mein meri, sapne hai tere
Apne se hum begana bane
Pal mein woh hasna, pal mein manana
Khushiyon se mera daaman tha bhara

Aaj Dil me hai dard, ankhen bhi hai nam
Lagta hai din ab dhalta hua
arzoo is dil ki, armaan humare
Hai ab chaman kanton se bhara

Tumhe pane ka kasam hai uthaye
Tum se phir na shikva kiya
Duniya se mene kuch na paaya
Ek Ummeed hi jeene ka bahana bana...

]]>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 14:28:15 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/07/21/Dard-1.htmlDespite It AllDespite the place,
That I'm now in,
This corner of my life,
That tells where I've been...

Despite the set backs,
That I face,
Or of the tears,
That leave a trace...

Despite the time,
That distance brings,
A life without grace,
Or full of stings...

Despite the moon,
Laying hidden behind,

Despite the heat of afternoon

Forcing to inclined.

Despite the rains,
That flooded the trail,
Despite huddle impede the lane

If though it made me pale..

Despite it all

My love for you never fall.

]]>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 16:10:02 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/06/20/Despite-It-All-1.htmlMOHABBATMERI MOHABBAT KABHI KAM NA HOGI,
WADE WAFA KI ME KABHI NA BHULAUGI, BESHAK
TU NA HAI SAATH MERE PAR MERI RAAHE KABHI
TUJHSE AALAG NA HOGI,TERI MANJIL AAJ ME NAHI HU ,

PAR KASAM SE MERI MANZIL TERE
SIWA KOI AUR NA HOGE..

]]>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:18:39 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/06/20/MOHABBAT-1.htmlWaitingStill wondering what I've done wrong

Why you stop loving me?

It hurts me because I'm still waiting

Its injures my heart that you are not caring
I'm missing you everyday
And the pain still strikes me in every way

Broken hopes keeps on fading
My dying heart keeps on bleeding
The heartaches had just unfolded
Still, you are everything I needed

It hurts but I still keep on thinking
It's over but I just keep on believing
Days and a month had already passed
Nothing had changed my heart still does

Missing you kills me everyday
Knowing that you hates me, my breath away
I don't know how to cure the pain
Tears flow like a never-ending rain

I always think and make a try

Never ever say you goodbye.

]]>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:48:05 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/06/19/Waiting-1.htmlMy LifeTogetherness of many years,
Now all I can feel is fear.
Gave all that I could give,
It just wasn't the way you wanted to live.

Left without a backward glance,
Not even gave a chance.
Often ask myself what I could have done,
To keep you from going on the run.

I cried for, begged for,

But nothing makes to consider.

You gave me a unbearable pain

Which words can't explain


Living all alone,
With nothing call my own.
Lonely in the corner I sit
Wondering if life will again be complete.
if this is all a dream
I shall wake in the morning and be relieved
you look at me with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek.

But this is an eternal fact

Which I compel to accept.

Life moves on
Building courage and becoming strong.
Still a hope is alive within

Keeps searching to find the way
every night lies down to sleep
and prays tomorrow's a better day.

]]>Thu, 29 May 2008 17:25:28 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/05/29/My-Life-1.htmlAlone

Can you save me?

Save me from myself

I am afraid

Afraid to be alone

I needed you

Needed you to care

Am I not important?

Important at all

Am I not your family?

Do you think about me?

Do you even care

To ask if I'm alright

Am I?

Will I ever be?

I am all alone

Alone with my thoughts

I thought you cared

I was wrong

Wrong about everything

]]>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:01:02 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/04/24/Alone-1.htmlNo matter what

As I walk the streets,
Watching my feet,
I fight to make it through another day,
I don't care what people would say,
I know I'm alone,
Yes I'm alone.

And no matter what,
I will keep the door shut,
From all the people around me,
I don't need there sympathy.

Days go on without seeing your face,
I will find out the cause behind the case,

I know I will find you,
I don't need help,
I will find you myself.

I believe you will come back
Without you, I lack
The heart to make it through another day,
Your daughter missing you everyday
She is yet not able to explain her emotion

But days are not far you have to rejoin

]]>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:30:04 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/04/24/No-matter-what-1.htmlSorryI'm sorry I never harm you

I'm sorry I am not there to support you

I'm sorry I cannot cheat you
I'm sorry that I always miss you

I m sorry I sent you SMS

I m sorry I love without a cash

I'm sorry I couldn't make it work
I'm sorry I tried to support you
Not aware that have to be in queue

I m sorry I was not smart

I m sorry If you are hurt

I m sorry I gave you an Angel

I'm sorry I want you to be with us

I m sorry I don't let Angel's life a curse

I'm sorry that you cant forgive me,
I'm sorry but i hope you do miss me,

I'm sorry for calling you too many times,
I'm sorry if my poem doesnt rhyme,
I'm sorry that i'll never be sorry again,
coz sorry is a word you'll never hear from me again.

]]>Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:40:38 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/04/21/Sorry-1.htmlMemoriesMemories

Today will be a memory
yesterday is a memory wandering away
memories turn into tears,
tearing us apart.

Fear of heartbreaking and terror of separation,

Happiness of togetherness, joyfulness and concern
Long days we passed together.

Suddenly future crumble and doubt appear.
All become a painful memory,

like a dream, a part of history.

Memories are vision of what it used to be.
my memories awakes me, numbness lure.

Remind me the apologies which I made for zilch, never bought.
Price that paid to wrought

turned out far too costly.
So, walk into the night softly.
To asked my fate why it is like this?

]]>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 18:22:55 +0530http://0207.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/04/17/Memories-1.html